Do you think that it gets to a point where we allow the things we hope for and dream of to become a negative force in our lives? I'm not sure. Our dreams are what drive us everyday. The reason I get out of bed every morning is so that I can fulfill my dreams. But there are days where all I want to do is stay in bed forever because a dream has been shattered or a dream is not turning out as I hoped it would. They obviously have not broken me yet, but is it just a matter of time until one does? I think of the dreams I had that were not to be and the sense of loss or pain that is associated.
Why do I bring this up? I'm struggling with letting go of a dream and I'm not succeeding so very well. It's hard because sometimes it seems so possible and other times it seems so far away and impossible. I don't know which to believe and my heart is not helpful. I still want to believe that it will all work out okay but I'm afraid of the pain if I let myself get too far in again. My attempt is to let other dreams take over and maybe they will block out the longing of this one. Or is that just a dream as well?
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